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Personal hell... </3 whee

Thu Dec 4, 2008, 11:27 AM

Mood: Suffering
Listening to: DEAD
Reading: DEAD
Watching: DEAD
Playing: DEAD
Eating: DEAD
Drinking: DEAD

Okay, So i've had a pretty good life.. up untill middle school started.. it all went downhill.. i turned goth on everyone.. i get pissy with people.. and my parents are abusive..

And my social life.. that sucks too.. i don't have many friends (ohwell).. I'm never gonna have a bf (not a suprize) I HAD one once.. he was a wonderful guy.. he may have lived 1,000+ miles away.. but i thought we were going good.. untill we pretty much let each other down... he found someone irl.. because i was making him jealous about other guys.. and now his irl gf is being a major assfuck.. and now he's suffering worse then ever.. and yet it's rubbing off onto me too.. i've known him for a year.. so i can't stop caring about him now.. that wouldn't be right.. i'm always gonna be here...

And now to add to all my pain.. and suffering.. and sucky life... my mom got fired from her job... and were gonna suffer strongly on this... she's gonna make my life more of a living hell.. by being home EVERYDAY... and now that she's not getting any un-employment.. we have NO money.. we are gonna end up on the streets i bet... NOT THAT YOU GUYS CARE...

But anyways, that's why i've been so emotional lately... i'm sorry if i've worried any of you.. sometimes i just hate being the lonely ugly piece of shit that i am... ..

~Kayla~

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~Clarintine Dec 4, 2008, 4:04:06 PM

i care. i know what your going thru...but you probably dont wanna hear my whole lifes story
so long story short if you try your hardest and make your way thru life you can move out and have your parents kiss your ass, karma karma karma.

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~Kurama-Babe Dec 4, 2008, 4:46:18 PM

You know damn well that I care about you. You need to start getting together with me and my friends. Maybe then you would see life isn't so bad.

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~cryingwolf92 Dec 4, 2008, 5:40:38 PM

im sorry, i know i havent been there for you when i was needed, and you never see me anymore but i do care, you are one of my first and best friends here on dA, i go into your chat everyday to find it empty, i wish to speak to you and talk... it seems you really need someone to talk this out to so if you ever want to and im on, i will do anything in my power to help you out ok.
hope to see you soon and even though it looks bleak now, there is always a light at the end of the darkness. just keep striving toward the light and you will be fine ^^ ttyl
your buddy

~blueicefox54 Dec 4, 2008, 8:18:33 PM

omg wtf. i care!!! thats really upseting that ur going all this shtick but i think great will happen to you once this is alllll over(no death to urself isnt one of those things.). and like i hope ur mom is lookin for another job cause we dont want u to end on the streets..

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