~HeavenWolf16

Can cause headaches. :D

Profile

Gallery

Prints

Faves

Journal

I Feel Like I'm About To Snap...

Tue Nov 25, 2008, 2:34 PM

Mood: Emotional
Listening to: One Step Closer - Linkin Park
Reading: Death...notesss... :|
Watching: blah
Playing: blah
Eating: blah
Drinking: blah

Okay, so last night... my mom was being a hurtful bitch again with her harsh words... I cryed out on the on the back porch till my tears started to freeze... I was so fucking pissed, depressed, and all that.. i was about to go hang myself... when i realized what kind of person would i be to throw my life away... so i stoped myself... but i'm still thinking about doing it...

I can't take it anymore... i can't stand anyone in this house... it's like i'm traped here... i can never go be alone with my bf... AND AS OF RIGHT NOW... He's the only thing keeping me alive... if anything EVER happens to him.. i'll just die... i don't care really... cause if he's gone i'll have nothing left.. i mean sure i'd have Rachel but she really doesn't care about what i tell her anymore..

God if you knew what was right you'd kill me now..

13 Comments

Devious Comments

~~love 0 0~~

~~joy 0 0~~

~~wow 0 0~~

~~mad 0 0~~

~~sad 0 0~~

~~fear 0 0~~

~~neutral 0 0~~

~Clarintine Nov 25, 2008, 3:35:50 PM

i kno exactly what your going thru
its the same way in our house
but killing yourself isnt the solution to all your problems
you gotta stay strong and work thru it
make your future something to look foreward to
=]
make plans with your boyfriend
think about college
whatever you can think of that'll make the thought of your future more appealing.
do whatever you can to make killing yourself the worst possilbe option
on your list.
you can talk to me.
im your friend to.
you may not know me that well
but im alway here to help
and to give advice.
just message me.

--
When Life Gives You Lemons? Squeeze Them In Someone's Eyes And Walk Away Laughing Your Ass Off.
--
I'm Drama-prone Just As I'm Accident-Prone, So..If I Trip Up A Flight Of Stairs One Day? There's A Fight The Next.
--
I'm Insane That's Why You Luv Me~

~Throan Nov 25, 2008, 5:45:21 PM

aww, teen agnst sucks.
It'll pass no matter how long it feel like it lasts.
And you'll only come out stronger.
trust me

:}

~PhantomGuitar Nov 25, 2008, 6:53:52 PM

clarintine right about thinking of the future,it works on me when i get really depressed.Just maybe the chance of tomorrow being better has me continuing.....im here to listen any time.take care.....remember your an angel.....its just that your misunderstood.

--
i bleed,i sweat,i cry,Im not ashamed of this because they can only try,im weak but i wont except defeat......dont let no one get in the way of your dreams,if you create anything,your nothing less than great!

~Kurama-Babe Nov 25, 2008, 10:20:04 PM

Don't you know how heartbroken I would be? I just lost my cat. I don't need to lose another member of my family. Life may suck, but suicide is not the answer. Ask me how I know.

--
Blame the owner, not the dog

~Mpreg-Army
~YYH-Cosplayers